Yesterday night was my first time...I actually fell asleep around 9.30pm!! I cannot remember the last I fell asleep this early (that is when I'm not feeling sick)!! I actually woke only when my alarm rang!! So I slept for like a solid 8 hours instead of my usual 6!! Everyday I wake up between 5.30 pm to 6 pm (except weekends!!). For once I actually feel refreshed without my coffee!! Thank God for the 8 hours of sleep cuz I actually feel energised instead of my zombie self before coffee!! Ever since I started working, I started missing my university days where I can basically sleep when I want to sleep and I don't need to worry about being late (except for exam days). Now, every weekday I need to plan what time I sleep so I can wake up for work...*Sigh* Is this what working is all about? You wake up, trudge through horrendous traffic to get to work, work like a robot, leave work, trudge though another round of horrendous traffic to get back home/wherever, enjoy like 4 hours of bliss before I have to get to bed.... I enjoy my work but I don't think I want to stay there too long... maybe 2-3 years at most... gain the experience and find something I'm passionate about.... The thing is I still have no idea what industry I want to work in.. I'm currently adrift in the Seas of Confusion. I just hope I don't drown in it and one day I'll be able to find my way to the Shores of Clarity....
This is basically a place where I just spew whatever I feel like saying. It may be completely inane or something profound (highly unlikely). What else?? I am a young woman still searching for myself and this is the place where I examine the person I am and strive to be the person that I wish to be...Most of all, I just want to be happy and I hope that one day I will finally get the chance to taste this elusive emotion...
Wednesday, August 24, 2011
My First Time...
Yesterday night was my first time...I actually fell asleep around 9.30pm!! I cannot remember the last I fell asleep this early (that is when I'm not feeling sick)!! I actually woke only when my alarm rang!! So I slept for like a solid 8 hours instead of my usual 6!! Everyday I wake up between 5.30 pm to 6 pm (except weekends!!). For once I actually feel refreshed without my coffee!! Thank God for the 8 hours of sleep cuz I actually feel energised instead of my zombie self before coffee!! Ever since I started working, I started missing my university days where I can basically sleep when I want to sleep and I don't need to worry about being late (except for exam days). Now, every weekday I need to plan what time I sleep so I can wake up for work...*Sigh* Is this what working is all about? You wake up, trudge through horrendous traffic to get to work, work like a robot, leave work, trudge though another round of horrendous traffic to get back home/wherever, enjoy like 4 hours of bliss before I have to get to bed.... I enjoy my work but I don't think I want to stay there too long... maybe 2-3 years at most... gain the experience and find something I'm passionate about.... The thing is I still have no idea what industry I want to work in.. I'm currently adrift in the Seas of Confusion. I just hope I don't drown in it and one day I'll be able to find my way to the Shores of Clarity....
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